Monday, December 14, 2009

Why not?

My bubble is burst. Revelation, how painful you can be. Are some things better left unsaid? I asked, and this is my answer. Now I have to live with knowing where my place was all this time.

I should be angry but I'm not.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

ouch

It's amazing, to both feel and not feel at the same time. Sometimes I wonder if this is just imaginary, but I cannot ignore the frustration in the pit of my stomach. HOW IS IT POSSIBLE TO BE SO AFFECTED? There must be a very strong subconscious force in play.