Sunday, April 7, 2013
Today, I cried. Today, I reached a breaking point. Today, I looked at my bank account and felt so useless. Today, I had to "borrow" money to buy medicines. Today, I couldn't admit to someone I love that I need help. Today, my pride still ruled. Tomorrow, I will wake up. Tomorrow, I still won't know how to solve my problems. Tomorrow, I will go to work despite my overwhelming insecurity. Tomorrow, I will try not to think. One day, I won't wake up with anxiety. One day, I won't worry about how to pay for my children's needs. One day, the burden will be eased. One day, I will leave it all behind. One day, I will rest in peace, in the arms of my Father. Till then.
Posted by Merry Widow at 1:17 AM