Tuesday, January 27, 2009

self-indulgent misery

Welcome the year of the ox.

I see the year ahead and all it demands of me and I'm completely and totally overwhelmed. At this very moment, I have no faith and I wish I had the luxury of having someone to love who could hold me up, right now, tonight, when all I have for company is my snoring kids and a glass of my favorite poison.

Self-pity is indulgent, but considering I have nothing else to indulge in, I will allow myself this one night of absolute misery and loneliness. I think I deserve it. Cheers.


Domus Dulcis Domus said...

Oh, my dear merry widow. I shall always hold good thoughts for you... Now, about your 35th bd bash. How about an Iron Chef party. O, type mo yan, diba?

Merry Widow said...

Don't talk about food, I'm sick just thinking about my emotional eating binge last night. Urg. Besides, I need cheap ideas only!

Domus Dulcis Domus said...

It can be cheap. You can use some exotic ingredient, like kambing or usa or something, for your secret ingredient. Slaughter one 'em goats you have. Maybe you'll feel differently about the idea tomorrow. Or, do an Amazing Race theme. Check out FB. Marissa dG got me to write down 25 Random Things.

Domus Dulcis Domus said...

party ideas for you