Something inside me was broken, by a person who should have had no power over me. After everything I've been through, I was undone by someone who was no one and nobody to me. Someone who should have stayed far, far away, and continued to be neither friend nor enemy.
I have felt heartbreak like most people have never felt and I survived intact. INTACT! How embarrassing to be laid low like this, by this. I'm angry at myself for allowing myself to believe. To be fooled, perhaps? To be lead down a path, only to be suddenly abandoned?
This is me. Vulnerable. Played. Undone.